some additional details before i came to Brazil...

i did not tell most of my friends from Msia that i'll be leaving (please note that i have MANY friends in Msia, well half of them know, i guess...)

i took the advantage of my friend's birthday party to meet them for the last time before my departure on 4th February 2006... i didnt know why i didnt wana tell them that i'm leaving, i felt that it wont make any difference whether i tell them or not. we used to be SO close, yet so far... i realize that they are really great friends... i almost cried when they called me before i leave... thank you my friends!


on the 5th of Feb, my friends from drama training class made me a farewell party at a restaurant near Times Square and they made me sing on stage... it's kinda embarassing with my ugly voice and flu...haih...but i had fun and i'm VERY happy cz almost everyone came...^^

7th Feb 2006, he came back from Perak, just to send me to the airport?? i guess so and i hope so, in my heart i know so... i'm touched, cz he travelled such a long way... he has to work but still he came back... one thing that bothers myself is MYSELF! cz i didnt talk to him that night when he was here...

8th Feb 2006, had my dinner in Manhattan Fish Market (Subang Parade), not msian food thou...before i was in Subang Parade, he called...he wanted to send me to the airport as well, but we left before he came and so he decide not to come... was kinda happy that he called but at the same time kinda sad and disappointed when he told me that he won't be coming...

"take good care of yourself, control your temper when you are in people's place, cannot be so grumpy and hot-tempered, remember to keep the 'fo pai' with you at all times...take care"

that's what he told me, i remember every word he told me, i was about to cry when he said that to me, although it was just a few simple message from him...
but i tried hard not to cry, but i dont know why...