She stares hard into herself in the mirror.
She hates every inch of her skin, every cells that crawls beneath.
She isn't the material that he yearns for. She didn't have the body that he wanted. She didn't have the eyes that he wished they would be. She didn't have all the things he wanted her to have.
They were happy, once.
They were into the moment when everything was beautiful and perfect.
Work out. He says.
Make up. He says.
Wear something better. He says.
She hates herself. From inside out.
She despise her look. Her skin tone. Her red spots on her face. Her scarred skin. Her ugly hair that curls up uncontrollably.
She is pure ugliness.
As she carves. She felt relieve. As the water washes away the blood stains. She felt free. The sting from the flowing water, she felt the pain in the heart was finally released.
Stand up. She says.
Chin up. And walk. She says.
Smile. And everything will be alright.
She hates every inch of her skin, every cells that crawls beneath.
She isn't the material that he yearns for. She didn't have the body that he wanted. She didn't have the eyes that he wished they would be. She didn't have all the things he wanted her to have.
They were happy, once.
They were into the moment when everything was beautiful and perfect.
Work out. He says.
Make up. He says.
Wear something better. He says.
She hates herself. From inside out.
She despise her look. Her skin tone. Her red spots on her face. Her scarred skin. Her ugly hair that curls up uncontrollably.
She is pure ugliness.
As she carves. She felt relieve. As the water washes away the blood stains. She felt free. The sting from the flowing water, she felt the pain in the heart was finally released.
Stand up. She says.
Chin up. And walk. She says.
Smile. And everything will be alright.
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